Friday, September 19, 2008

Spaced out...


For the past week I've been feeling really strange. Almost like I'm watching myself do stuff rather than doing it myself.

I don't think it's nervousness as I know everything that is going to be happening in the next few weeks and I have been through that kind of stuff many times before. I really don't know what I'm feeling at the moment. Deciding to go through something like this is not something that many people would do. I think mostly out of ignorance about the whole thing.

Gah! I don't know what to say really. My mind isn't really working properly.

I've booked an appointment for the blood samples to be taken and sent to the hospital about a week before the op. This will be the final cross match test to double check the results and also to make sure that I don't have any illness or infection before the op.

1 comment:

capnshaz said...

Hi, my name's Sarah and I've just read both yours and Holly's blogs. I decided to comment on yours because I suppose I can relate more to yours.. anyway, my dad had kidney failure and my mother donated a 'spare' about two and a bit years ago. It was an amazing and harrowing experience for all the family, watching my dad literally come back to us.
Anyway, I've seen it all happen and if you want anyone to talk to about it my email is

Good luck, and I'll keep reading your blog!